Bickering 2 Mar 2019
My breakfast was at Intratuin. They serve a really nice breakfast for a two euros. It is a 7 km bicycle ride and I enjoyed it.
Intratuin is a shop selling all kind of products for in and around the garden. I made some pictures of exotic plants. But that is not today's subject. My work desk may also look somewhat exotic. And I am not proud on it.
The bureau where I write most of my articles.
Bickering is not a very familiar word to me. It may however be a very familiar habit of me.
It means: to argue about things that are not important. During Intratuin's breakfast I did an exercise on
projection. Projection happens when I see annoying things in others that are actually ... things that I hate in myself. It easily happens that a projection on a nearby person (seeing my bad habit in him or her), triggers my emotional frustration.
E.g. when I quickly get annoyed when I hear people bickering, then most like likely I hate it that I myself am frequently bickering.
Some attempts to recognize my
Procrastination. Perhaps this is not my number 1 problem, because I hardly observe it in other persons.
Talking too long. I just withdraw my attention.
I thought about: independence, individualism.
This habit won. I easily get annoyed when I see people leaving all kind of stuff littering around. Then I remembered my work desk. I am unable to manage to keep it clean.
I heard myself thinking, I really want it clean.
In the next instant, I heard an inner voice:
William, I love it. And I recognized the love of God saying:
William, I am happy with your work desk as it is now.