Facade 7 Jul 2019
During our visit in Lyon we were introduced to this
Facade. You can see it on the picture. In reality it is just a blind wall with a painting. The house is under reconstruction.
In Dutch language a Facade means a beautiful front hiding a messy interior. From the outside it looks great.
I want to be known as good. I hide my bad feelings. No-one needs to know. No, I have no problems. I am strong. And behind the facade, I feel terrible. I feel lonely, stupid and worthless.
I am needy
As long as I hide my pain and needs, reconstruction or healing will not start. By times my hurts will punch through the facade. My prayer is that I will find the courage to face my inner pains and needs. I do not like being a slave of my past history.
A blind wall painting during renovation.