Chaos 22 Dec 2018

Nature

Chaos is a very natural thing. In science there is a lot of theory on random data. In Physics there is a law of loosely said: maximum chaos.

Human meetings

Not surprisingly when groups of people meet, there is at least a degree of chaos. It begins with the noise when all people talk at the same time. Sometimes you wonder if anyone is listening.

Some chaotic images, https://pxhere.com/en/photo/1374151

Some images of chaos.

Quietness

Having experienced chaos for a while, I feel the desire to be at a quiet place. To let all my thoughts come to a rest.

It is not easy. The unfinished thoughts coming from the chaos still chase me. In my mind thoughts of answers that I should have given stir up. Actually perhaps to outsmart someone else. Or to bring other persons to shame. Frequently my thoughts are not loving or kind.

Vanish

I would hope that the bad thoughts would leave me after a while. They don't. The chaos follows me. And I contribute to the chaos. Even in a quiet place. And in the quietness I may even feel more hurt.

Self Pity

Time to smile. I am not just chaos.

When I realize that I create chaos, when I see that my responses are not very helpful, then I need to accept my humanity.

Perhaps it is time to turn over my burdens to Jesus and to take up the cross of my daily life.

Usually ordinary work helps a lot to forget the chaos.

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